I spent one morning last week as I often do, fretting through my morning prayers, pouring out my worries to the Lord, seeking help and solace.
Caleb making Christmas cookies last month. |
That doesn't stress me out at all. |
I needed to resume school after a long break and I was determined to work some exercise in too (New Year's and all).
I wondered if I would have the stamina to get through school and the rest of the day.
Ada's nativity scene. |
I kind of feel like this shepherd. |
Also, with the new house going full tilt, I needed to order floor tile, paint colors, garage doors, interior doors, trim, and cabinetry.
All last week.
Caleb doing a science experiment and learning that screws are, in fact, circular inclined planes. |
Lots going on. Lots to fret about.
Math. |
Then, after I finished listing all these worries to God, I prepared a pancake breakfast.
Jeddy training his replacement dish-washer. |
I set out one almost-empty syrup bottle while I put a full one in the microwave to warm up.
My dear 4-year-old saw the almost-empty bottle and cried in complete anguish, "Do we have more syrup?!?" She was halfway to meltdown before I assured her that we had more syrup.
For a second I was so annoyed--Have you not noticed that I always provide for you? Do you think I didn't anticipate that we would need syrup with these pancakes? When have I failed to give you what you need?--but I immediately heard the voice of God echoing my very thoughts to my child.
Have you not noticed that I always provide for you? Do you think I didn't anticipate what you need today? When have I failed to give you what you need?
Guess what Caleb's favorite color is. |
I'm so thankful I can tell my Father my felt needs. I'm so thankful He's gracious and gentle with me. I'm so reassured when I remember that He has anticipated my every need, and I can hear His voice saying, Trust Me.
What a beautiful picture of Jed and Caleb.
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